My nappeun namja, I miss you. >.< hehe
Annyeog, Heechullie oppa, this is Malilith F. Ila, your first wife.
I was happy to see how you keep on improving on things, your talents, and everything. If you still remember me, I am the girl who wore cat ears at Malaysia fanmeet and the red head girl that waits in front of Star Empire for you when I was at Seoul for few days, few months ago haha. Life is hard over here for me, but I hope it will get better and I wish for yours to go on smoothly!
It's almost Hari Raya again. Last year you were in Malaysia during Hari Raya >,< I miss that time. I really wish we had that chance again. Malaysia have more ZE:A'S these days, thanks to your hardwork and the other members in ZE:A :3 ZE:A JJANG!
I have 9 cats at home :3 We named them ZE:Cats xD There's a cat-chul, cat-shik, cat-kev, cat-woo, cat-moon and everybody :3 When I get the chance I will post you his picture, cat-Chul ;D He is so cute and handsome >w< Just like you, oppa! Cat-wan is a female kekekekeke Tell Siwan oppa this is because that cat is pretty like him kekekeke
Okay, I shouldn't burden my friend, Szennie who is re-writing this for me >.< So, take care, Heechullie oppa! Know that I always love you n.n
Love,
Malilith F. Ila (malilith-ila@hotmail.com)
Jung Heechul's first wife (yes, you may have more wives haha) Your biggest fan/stan
Showing posts with label Jung Heechul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jung Heechul. Show all posts
Monday, August 22, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
back pain and my neck... ;-;
mood: hurt
song: MBLAQ - Stay
moment of the day: freaking happy mood changes drastically to freaking sad and hurt after seeing that Heechul is back to losing at ZE:A Survivor.
Case 1:
I honestly freaking hate my dad just few hours ago. I have been waiting fro him ever since like my class ended which is at 2PM [2PM BABY! The hottest time of the day!] and he was supposed to pick me up at 5. I was freakin tired, running around for registration, helping my friend and stuff and I swear to God that my shoulders was about to fall carrying the laptop around, ahh my body was really sore and I was really hot. ;A; And after 5.30 I texted him, asking, "Dad, where are you? It's tiring waiting here." and he just replied, "6.30" I was WTF at the moment because he always get mad at me if I was late 5 seconds from the promised time and now he... 1 fucking hours more? WTH. Seriously, I wanna kill him that time. It just added my hatred to him. ;-;
I might be overreacting though. But really, the sweat, the sore body and the waiting just kills me.
Case 2:
M'kay, I've been wanting to make ZE:A a calender ever since the awesome September incident that is ZE:A coming to Malaysia wehee~ but sadly [just a little sad] that they just had to come on the 2nd day of Hari Raya. Because of that, not many ZE:A'S can pass from the celebration to meet them. And so, I just thought that ZE:A need a Malaysian calender so that they can properly arrange their next fanmeet or concert [oh how I wish]. I honestly have been keeping my eyes on one of the most awesome Graphic Designer I ever met, which is Chazz unnie to help me to design the calender, just in case if I really want to make them. xD Yes, that's just how high I look up on your design, Chazz unnie :3
So, I was wondering like a tired, lost, hurt little kitten [I originally write puppy but since Chul like cats... uhh...], waiting for my dad to pick me up I just happen to saw this awesome thing. But it was kind of expensive and I'm broke buying all the albums and ZE:A's calender and clothes. ;A; But ahh, how I wish I could buy it. I was so... hesitating and I decided to leave before I really buy it. But really, this things is awesome because I have no idea on how to make a calender. It's simple I know but I don't know where can I actually punch it and out the ring, compiling everything up to make it a calender. Anyway, here's the thing;
Don't you think it's cute? I'd be a perfect Malaysian calender gift from us, Malaysian ZE:A'S.
Case 3:
I don't know. I think I should start FBing again. To promote the project. I need more participants. I was scared of FB. I know this might sound stupid, but I am. Don't ask why, because I don't really have a right reason. :[
Case 4:
Just learnt about leadership today. And I noticed that I'm that of 'Club Country' leader style. /sigh
It isn't so good. I'm trying my best to become a good 'Team Leader' and not 'Autocratic' or uhh.. what's the last? lmao I can't even remember coz it sucks the most lmao.
But how do I become a good leader?
Case 5:
SPAZZING TIME!!! YEY I GOT A GOOD NEWS TODAY! THE RETARDED YESASIA FINALLY POST MY/OUR LOVE LETTER ALBUM TODAY! OH MY GOD YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW!!! :DDDDD Okay, so, a week or less to get it in my hands. OH YEAH! UH UH OH YEAH~ I'M FEELING GOOD~ OH YEAH! YEAH YEAH, OH YEAH YEAH YEAH! I love you, Joon~ :3 Even if I never really listen to MBLAQ or have any desire to buy your album. Okay, I just love you :] And Cheondung too :D Then Mir, then GO. Lastly Seungho. <3 /no, i dont love the last two boys
I happy. Really. Now my head is off one thing. Worrying about the damn album. And now I can rest happily without thinking of being so freaking late [because of me, my credit card and yesasia] for the album and feeling freaking guilty to Race, Szen, Chazz unnie, and Mira.
OH YEAH~
Case 6:
I just bought some cool stuff. Or so, I think it's cool. xD Cool clothing for winter. Yes, I know, Malaysia doesn't have winter at all but I just want a set of winter outfit just because I'm a diva like that. xD Mkay. Tomorrow I'll take lotsa pictures and post it on everywhere. It has been a while since I take any picture. So yeah, tomorrow is the photoshoot! for photo update :3 ngggggg yeyyyyy~
Case 7:
Mmmm yeah. The drawing I was supposed to make for Chul, I mean chibi Chul is... in KIV lmao. Okay, it's done but only the sketching xD I thought of posting the sketching here but oh well, no, no teaser xD
LA LA LA LA LA~ Today is a happy but tiring day~ :3 No. I'm only happy after I arrived home, so uhm, yeah~ Happy evening day :3
statement of the day: I kinda hate online shopping now.
someone to love: Jung Heechul
word of the day: murasaki - purple
THEN THE MOOD HAS CHANGED TOTALLY TO FREAKING DEPRESSED SEEING CHUL IS LOSING AT THE GAME THING. i know im crazy. its just that i only wanted this round for him. i swear to GOD that i will give the others the chance to win after this.
;-; this is heart breaking but i will fight.
i feel like buying Chaerin a gift for supporting me in my fight to win Heechul. and the other who's cutting his points... =[ im just... hurt. <--- selfish bastard's self rant that proves to be asking a direct slap to the cheek from Heechul's sexy/abusive hand.
/gets slapped by Heechul
;A; /cries
/Chul glares
;A; /keep on crying
/Chul slapped again
/slapped him back and cried
/gets slapped again
/hugs Chul
/gets pushed
you see, its the never ending life of being rejected. /in your imagination
Heechul is clearly not amused. at all.
song: MBLAQ - Stay
moment of the day: freaking happy mood changes drastically to freaking sad and hurt after seeing that Heechul is back to losing at ZE:A Survivor.
Case 1:
I honestly freaking hate my dad just few hours ago. I have been waiting fro him ever since like my class ended which is at 2PM [2PM BABY! The hottest time of the day!] and he was supposed to pick me up at 5. I was freakin tired, running around for registration, helping my friend and stuff and I swear to God that my shoulders was about to fall carrying the laptop around, ahh my body was really sore and I was really hot. ;A; And after 5.30 I texted him, asking, "Dad, where are you? It's tiring waiting here." and he just replied, "6.30" I was WTF at the moment because he always get mad at me if I was late 5 seconds from the promised time and now he... 1 fucking hours more? WTH. Seriously, I wanna kill him that time. It just added my hatred to him. ;-;
I might be overreacting though. But really, the sweat, the sore body and the waiting just kills me.
Case 2:
M'kay, I've been wanting to make ZE:A a calender ever since the awesome September incident that is ZE:A coming to Malaysia wehee~ but sadly [just a little sad] that they just had to come on the 2nd day of Hari Raya. Because of that, not many ZE:A'S can pass from the celebration to meet them. And so, I just thought that ZE:A need a Malaysian calender so that they can properly arrange their next fanmeet or concert [oh how I wish]. I honestly have been keeping my eyes on one of the most awesome Graphic Designer I ever met, which is Chazz unnie to help me to design the calender, just in case if I really want to make them. xD Yes, that's just how high I look up on your design, Chazz unnie :3
So, I was wondering like a tired, lost, hurt little kitten [I originally write puppy but since Chul like cats... uhh...], waiting for my dad to pick me up I just happen to saw this awesome thing. But it was kind of expensive and I'm broke buying all the albums and ZE:A's calender and clothes. ;A; But ahh, how I wish I could buy it. I was so... hesitating and I decided to leave before I really buy it. But really, this things is awesome because I have no idea on how to make a calender. It's simple I know but I don't know where can I actually punch it and out the ring, compiling everything up to make it a calender. Anyway, here's the thing;
Don't you think it's cute? I'd be a perfect Malaysian calender gift from us, Malaysian ZE:A'S.
Case 3:
I don't know. I think I should start FBing again. To promote the project. I need more participants. I was scared of FB. I know this might sound stupid, but I am. Don't ask why, because I don't really have a right reason. :[
Case 4:
Just learnt about leadership today. And I noticed that I'm that of 'Club Country' leader style. /sigh
It isn't so good. I'm trying my best to become a good 'Team Leader' and not 'Autocratic' or uhh.. what's the last? lmao I can't even remember coz it sucks the most lmao.
But how do I become a good leader?
Case 5:
SPAZZING TIME!!! YEY I GOT A GOOD NEWS TODAY! THE RETARDED YESASIA FINALLY POST MY/OUR LOVE LETTER ALBUM TODAY! OH MY GOD YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW!!! :DDDDD Okay, so, a week or less to get it in my hands. OH YEAH! UH UH OH YEAH~ I'M FEELING GOOD~ OH YEAH! YEAH YEAH, OH YEAH YEAH YEAH! I love you, Joon~ :3 Even if I never really listen to MBLAQ or have any desire to buy your album. Okay, I just love you :] And Cheondung too :D Then Mir, then GO. Lastly Seungho. <3 /no, i dont love the last two boys
I happy. Really. Now my head is off one thing. Worrying about the damn album. And now I can rest happily without thinking of being so freaking late [because of me, my credit card and yesasia] for the album and feeling freaking guilty to Race, Szen, Chazz unnie, and Mira.
OH YEAH~
Case 6:
I just bought some cool stuff. Or so, I think it's cool. xD Cool clothing for winter. Yes, I know, Malaysia doesn't have winter at all but I just want a set of winter outfit just because I'm a diva like that. xD Mkay. Tomorrow I'll take lotsa pictures and post it on everywhere. It has been a while since I take any picture. So yeah, tomorrow is the photoshoot! for photo update :3 ngggggg yeyyyyy~
Case 7:
Mmmm yeah. The drawing I was supposed to make for Chul, I mean chibi Chul is... in KIV lmao. Okay, it's done but only the sketching xD I thought of posting the sketching here but oh well, no, no teaser xD
LA LA LA LA LA~ Today is a happy but tiring day~ :3 No. I'm only happy after I arrived home, so uhm, yeah~ Happy evening day :3
statement of the day: I kinda hate online shopping now.
someone to love: Jung Heechul
word of the day: murasaki - purple
THEN THE MOOD HAS CHANGED TOTALLY TO FREAKING DEPRESSED SEEING CHUL IS LOSING AT THE GAME THING. i know im crazy. its just that i only wanted this round for him. i swear to GOD that i will give the others the chance to win after this.
;-; this is heart breaking but i will fight.
i feel like buying Chaerin a gift for supporting me in my fight to win Heechul. and the other who's cutting his points... =[ im just... hurt. <--- selfish bastard's self rant that proves to be asking a direct slap to the cheek from Heechul's sexy/abusive hand.
/gets slapped by Heechul
;A; /cries
/Chul glares
;A; /keep on crying
/Chul slapped again
/slapped him back and cried
/gets slapped again
/hugs Chul
/gets pushed
you see, its the never ending life of being rejected. /in your imagination
Heechul is clearly not amused. at all.
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