Voices of My Heart

Voices of My Heart

Those words that escaped me
Those words that you ignored
Before I could really convince you
That those were true
You left, leaving regrets

I couldn't do a thing, I couldn't even let my voice out
All I could do was only watch you
Walking away, leaving regrets

My heart called out to you, crying out
My voiceless scream echoes, it waves
When there's nothing left anymore
I wait for you, waiting for you

Those words that you looked away from, I love you...
Those words that I choked to say
There was no chance in convincing you
You don't share the same feelings
You left, leaving regrets

I couldn't do a thing, I couldn't even let my voice out
All I could do was only watch you
Walking away, leaving regrets

My heart called out to you, crying out
My voiceless scream echoes, it waves
When there's nothing left anymore
I wait for you, waiting for you

I couldn't really sleep
When my feet touched the floor, I cried
Remembering your fading back
What was left was your remaining shadows
I can't really breathe, my chest tightened
Walking away, leaving regrets

I screamed out to the dark nothingness again
Because I know you couldn't hear me
No matter how hard I try
I close my eyes, picturing your smiles
Whishing these memories would stay
Because you left, father away
I sat there, holding my own hand, holding on
Wishing that we might meet again someday

My heart called out to you, crying out
My voiceless scream echoes, it waves
When there's nothing left anymore
I wait for you, waiting for you

I waited, for the whole day
Minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years
You might walk here again
We might meet again
I waited for you

By: Malilith F. Ila

Inspired by Voice of My Heart by Infinite, I changed it to my own version, my own situation.

This secret

This secret

Secretly I wished you'd stay again
Even when the hope almost vanished
Living in this situation
I'm used to it already
You, breaking my heart day by day
My falling tears

Your words, are sweet, like candy
They are venomed with lies
You said, you'd stay
But you went away
Like a fool I believed in you again and again
This secret, I keep them to myself

I don't even know how long this heart
Could continue holding it in
Our predictable story
Happens yet again
As time flies by, I stayed by your side
I still, wish you'd keep your promises (this secret)
Like an idiot, I waited and waited (I keep them)
This waiting shakes me deep inside
This secret, I keep them to myself

I know, I know, I still smiled
I don't know, if you knew
How much I trusted you
You keep on asking me to believe in you
I do, yes, I do (yet I'm being lied again)

Your words, are sweet, like candy
They are venomed with lies
You said, you'd stay
But you went away
Like a fool I believed in you again and again
This secret, I keep them to myself

One day, when my heart died on you
Don't you ask why
You should know, girl

You said you're sorry
But your action continues
It loses its meaning (you keep repeating)
The same predictable story again
I can only pray you'd stay

Your words, are sweet, like candy
They are venomed with lies
You said, you'd stay
But you went away
Like a fool I believed in you again and again
This secret, I keep them to myself

I want to cry (girl, these tears fell because of you)
I'm broken (girl, you're breaking this heart)
I lost my pride (girl, you're not playing fair)

By: Malilith F. Ila

I don't even know. This best describe how I feel right now. I'm probably the biggest idiot around. I trusted too much. To whom this is directed to, I still, still like your regular idiot, wished that you'd one day, keep your promises. Or maybe we'll just see one day when this heart really died on you, my hidden tears, my broken pride, you'll responsible for them all.