I'm risking my life

There's so many things that I risked my life for. But maybe, mainly for you.

Nae moksumeul geonda
I’m risking my live

Naege neoreul saranghagie nae moksumkkaju gounda
In order to love you I’m risking my life

Ireon nae maeumeul neon ani
Do you know my heart,

Jakku bogo sipeun mamana
The heart that keeps wanting to see you

Saranghagie nan moksumdo geonda
In order to love you I’m risking my life

Ah, it's tiring when you already write so long and then the internet got crazy and no draft saved. Now, I don't want to talk anymore. *cries* WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? WHY?????

2PM NEW MV IS OUT!

After waiting for their comeback, after all that we, the hottest and 2PM themselves have been through, today, they released their new MV, the same day they released their teaser if I'm not mistaken.

I love it. 2PM didn't dissapoint me at all. ANd Wooyoung got a cool solo part! I SOOOO LOVE IT!

I'll keep on supporting, both Jay and 2PM. My love for them will never stop.

I actually want to put their video here but the wifi here at the library is being a complete gay it wont let me.

Just search for the title. Hurry! Its still new! HOT AS PISANG GORENG!

2PM LISTEN TO ME!!! maybe.. ^^"

written by : Moon Ila
at : 28th February 2010

Even if I wish that all of it were lies
So that I could sleep with sparkling hopes
But it’s reality that I couldn’t change
And all I have to do is to live with it

It wasn’t your fault everything turn out to be like this
It wasn’t his, their or anybody’s fault either
We have our reasons, though we couldn’t understand each other fully
This side will help you through
What they called as the thundering storms

What I couldn’t tolerate is the tears that rains
From what they called as despair and dying hopes

Your love, it wouldn’t stop hurting
Your heart, too far, I couldn’t touch it

I want you to always know
That no matter what I’m always there for you
Whether it’s right or wrong
You will never walk this world alone

What we couldn’t tolerate is the despair that fell
On you, on me, on everybody as it’s hurting

Your eyes, it wouldn’t stop hurting
Your pain, I couldn’t do anything to ease it

If you’re near, I’d ask us to hold hands
We’ll get through this and get our smile back
Together we stand, divided we’ll fall
Together we’ll break this through

We’ll never stop believing
What miracles could pull through
This time, it’s not you, it’s not me, it’s not him, it’s not her
It’s us, so strengthen these bonds, don’t break it apart
Even if it’s as thin as the invisible string

2PM,

I don’t know how you guys are feeling right now, since I’m nowhere to understand your well masked feelings. Though I know it must be hurting since everybody was hurt and that includes me as well. This almost sudden turn of events created a huge thundering storm and storms damaged almost everything, cruelly, without mercy even to those who thought they prepared well for what’s coming. To be honest, the day before the press conference, I already cried, knowing that nothing will change and my hope will be broken. But those tears that fell, wasn’t only for Jay-oppa but for you guys as well. Our circle was very worried about you guys and how the press will go especially Wooyoung-oppa and Chansung-oppa. And even when you guys were on the conference, I was anxious, I really wanted to know what happened and if everything went well over there. But since I was so far away, I’m just an outsider, even if I call myself as MyHottest.

This whole thing still shocked me though, the next day, when I read those articles. It’s heartbreaking and I cried at the cyber café, embarrassing myself. I might be overreacting, and you guys might think that I’m childish but I couldn’t lie to myself that time so I cried. I cried because Jay-oppa isn’t returning and I cried when I thought of how hard it must be on you guys with those fans turning to anti-fans and all.

I couldn’t blame anybody but your entertainment company but let’s just call that as a selfish blaming since I’m not the one to blame anybody since I know just a little about the truth. I understand that you guys made your decisions, according to what I read from the articles. And I understand that you guys said that it was impossible for him to return as 2PM because of his personal mistakes. Though everybody was curious on what he did but I understand that I shouldn’t pry too much on it. You guys were protecting him, right?

Stay strong, that’s what I wanted to say for now. Know that no matter what, there were still fans like me out there that will always support you guys. Let’s just wish that time will wash away this overwhelming anger, sadness, and the despair of the fans. Everything will get better and please stay healthy so that we could smile together again.

And now I’m going to write personal message to you guys. I hope you guys know that you guys still own a lot of love from your hottest.

Junsu-oppa,

I personally really like you that I and my sister fought for you, in a childish manner. Then we agreed to share you. It’s funny but that happens when you fangirl over someone. Both of us loves you and adores you in so many ways it’s sad to think that you’re sad and was hurt. The fans posted the picture of you and that girl that was thought to be your girlfriend though you denied. Don’t worry, we will always love you since we knew that you love to love someone. It’s just normal that you have a girl, right?

Taecyeon-oppa,

You’re my number one since I love you the most in the band even though I love the other members too. I don’t know how did you feel when the fans wrote mean things like getting rid of you from variety shows and such but it must be hurting, right? I feel sorry for you and I wish you would always stay strong and move on, walk on confidently, remembering that there were still fans that would love to see you and there are still us that love you no matter what. Please bear in mind that you’re not in this alone, okay?

Nickhun-oppa,

You’re my sister’s number one so I think I have more of your photos compared to the others. And we love you so much that we thought of going to Thailand when you went there last Valentine. You have a very large fanbase so I’m not that worried about you but still, I want to tell you that we love you and the others too. This thing will pass on, even though it look bad right now. You will pull this through, you have a lot of love, you already know that, right?

Wooyoung-oppa,

You’re like the cutest one in the bunch. If you guys were real bunnies then you’d be the cutest bunny ever. Fans were really worried if you’d cry and that just shows how much we really love you. The some of the fans posted pictures of you looking intoxicated with Seulong and the sexy girls to show that they care about 2PM no more. But I hope you know that there are still fans that will always love you and support you no matter what. It’s a normal thing for 20er boys to be like that, right?

Junho-oppa,

I don’t know what Jay-oppa did that makes you and the others hate him for some time. I was shocked when I heard that but then was relieved that you said that you already forgive him. Junho-oppa, I know you’re strong but even if you’re strong, there’s a limit to it, right? We know that you’re really hardworking and you are hurt a lot so we are also very worried about you when things came out to be like this. I’m really sorry to stay this but please stay strong. I hope it wasn’t too much for you to handle and I want to tell you that we love your smiling eyes and we wish that you’d smile happily again. Oppa, we love you no matter what and we will wait for your honest smile!

Chansung-oppa,

You’re one of the cutest maknae I ever seen since you’re one of a kind maknae that kills the fans with your sexiness overload. I was told that you’re actually sensitive and because of that the fans are really worried about you as well. They are worried on how you would feel, how hard everything is going on for you and everything. It was kind of funny seeing some of the fans posted your pictures drinking. I know it was wrong since you’re underage but you’re not the only one in the world that did that. You’re just a little naughty and was caught so I hope you know that we don’t care about that. We will always love you. Don’t drink too much, okay?

The hottest are now split into two, the boycotting team that will not support 2PM without Jay and the supporting team that still support 2PM and does not boycott. I hope you don’t hate the boycotting team since they have their own reasons on why they became like that. I’m on the supporting team but I understand why there is boycotting team. They just wanted Jay back, as much as we, the supporting team wanted him back too. Since we don’t know what he did and everything, most of us still believe in miracle and wish that he’s come back, even though you guys said that it was impossible.

The boycotting team has points that we ourselves couldn’t deny and some of them are really drastic that they attacked the supporting team too. We hope that you guys know that we the supporting team protected you and you’re into this alone. There were fights in MyHottest and it is sad that our leader also resigned because of it. They were blaming her for being in charge of ordering your albums and such. But still we will always be on 2PM’s side.

I don’t really know why I wrote this since the chance of you guys reading it is so slim. But still, 2PM, FIGHTING! We will always wait for the hottest time of the day. WE LOVE YOU! And even though you might hate to hear this but, we will always wait for Park Jaebeom to come back.


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ah, when i read this back, im really a child.. ^^" but thats how i really feel that time. I LOVE YOU 2PM!

2PM Jaebeom, 2PM and JYPE.

It is sad when you read about his latest news, about him, his mistakes, withdrawal and all that shit JYPE posted. =[

read here,

Excerpts from JYP Entertainment’s online letter:

“On December 22nd, 2009, Jaebeom confessed to Jung Wook representative that he had done something wrong during Again and Again promotions. Apparently, it was far more serious than his MySpace controversy.

The six other members were not notified then as they were busy with year-end activities. On January 3rd, 2010, everyone of us (along with the members) sat down for a discussion and came to an agreement 3 days later that it was no longer possible for Park Jaebeom to continue activities along with 2PM.

We thus decided to terminate our exclusive contract with Jaebeom.”

JYPE stated that Jaebeom’s social impulses were a private matter and will not be revealed. They expressed that it was difficult to reveal the details of Park Jaebeom’s offenders who had intruded into his privacy and posted the comments.

JYPE had planned for Jaebeom’s comeback back in November 2009, with the idea of a return in April 2010, to which Jaebeom himself agreed. The plan was for Jaebeom to return to Korea in the 3rd week of February 2010 and have a press conference before resuming activities with 2PM in April. This comeback news were all kept secret, with the aim of protecting Jaebeom and 2PM. But it has now all become void.



We can only hope that the JYP conference planned for the 27th along with the 2PM fan communities will proceed smoothly. Currently, 100 Hottests have gathered at the JYPE building in Seoul to protest at the point of writing.

Source: http://www.allkpop.com/2010/02/jaebeom-is-...eturning-to-2pm

The netizens are again talking about Jaebum’s official withdrawal from 2PM and his termination of his contract with JYP

On February 25th at 8PM, JYPE, 2PM’s company, revealed through JYPE’s official website that Jaebum has terminated his contract with the company and has officially left 2PM. It was a long message but it said the reason for his withdrawal was Jaebum’s personal mistake. They ended the contract because his mistake could lead to a bigger crisis than the controversy from last September. The letter also said that JYPE was planning on Jaebum’s comeback in March, with the agreement from the other 6 members.

The sudden withdrawal-contract termination announcement, the fans are in a big turmoil. Pop audiences are also in uproar. People are having expectations mixed with mourn, such as “It seems like we have crossed a river that you can’t already cross” and fans are having ‘hope as thin as string.”

One pop audience carefully showed his opinion: “They already ended the contract. I think we came too far to go back.” Also, JYPE already raised the reason as Jaebum’s ‘personal mistake’ so if this ‘personal mistake’ is true, Jaebum could have uneasiness in the future. There are predictions saying that the situation can be even more depressing if we keep digging into the problem.

However, fan’s responses are ‘It’s sad.’ The belief that Jaebum will return, a belief they had for the last 4 months, was suddenly crushed completely, and they are resenting the attitude of ‘Jaebum’s return is possible’ JYP has had. Many fans have left the official fan café shouting for JYP boycott. Fans say “We can’t trust JYP’s position” and is raising their voices that they have been decepted.

In the middle of this, many people are wondering about the meeting between 2PM and their fans that will be held on February 27th. This meeting will be 2PM’s first move after the situation of Jaebum that has lasted for over 4 months and the termination of Jaebum’s contract.

Even though Jaebum, who has left 2PM and returned to the US, has ended his contract with JYPE, the meeting with 2PM and their fans will be held as originally planned.

However, the fans’ responses to the meeting are very disparaging. The fans have already showed pessimistic responses toward the direction and the procedure of this meeting. This is because the fans are wondering if JYPE is having this meeting to appease the fans who are exploding with questions about Jaebum. One of 2PM’s fans has strongly asked for a change in the procedure.

Also, because Jaebum’s termination of his contract has been publicly announced in the afternoon of February 25th, the fans and also other netizens are focused on how this meeting will be held and on what they will be talking about. Some of the netizens are predicting, “Since the issues are serious, wouldn’t there be genuine talks?” but other netizens respond, “The issues are very sensitive and since decisions have already been made, wouldn’t only expected statements be made?”


CREDITS: Newsen (SOURCE]; qtkrngal@2ONEDAY.COM (TRANS)

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I'm really really really FUCKIN sad.. =[ How could this happen? Jay!!!! and now the fans are really angry. Today is their conference day. I'm very anxious. Poor 2PM.. =[

I dont know what to think or what to say anymore.

All I want to do now is just..

CRY my hearts out.

2PM = 7, no more no less.. =[

Everybody, pray that Jaebeom is coming back. And please pray that JYPE doesnt terminate his contract yet.. ;-;

Nickhun IS CUTE!~ and TALENTED

I don't know. When I heard Taera's friends hating Nickhun, it just went to my blood. Guess what? I'm a 2PM addict. Or Taera call it as, "Peminat tegar 2PM". To be honest, Nickhun got a low ranking in my rank list but I really liked him and I think he is just awesome.

So, here, I'm exclaiming,

Nickhun is,

Cute,
Sexy,
Talented,
Gifted,
Awesome,
Sweet,
and everything that is good. He is also protective.

Eventhough he couldn't beat Taec, Jun K and Angang Wooyoung in my heart, he's still one of the best.

WOHOO! FINALLY I FEEL FREE AFTER RELEASING IT! here........